It almost feels like the number on the calendar is a lie. There is no way March is already over... it just started! But alas April is knocking and the door is about to open. With this I am anticipating the change of season... April showers bring May flowers... praise Jesus!!!
Although I feel March went by too quickly I am not sad to see it go. March was a dry month for me. I was not able to commit much time to support raising this month which makes me feel yucky! However at the same time God came through in big ways!!! I did not get any monthly supporters this month but I did receive 2 largely generous gifts! Just when my heart was on the verge of despair God hands me 2 checks and reminds me yet again that He is faithful and has not left me to do this alone.
One thing you might notice as you read this blog is that I tend to forget just how good God is. I tend to forget His faithfulness because I am prone to worry. I tend to forget that He is my provider because I was raised with a crazy work ethic that made me very self sufficient. I tend to forget that God made me, therefore knows me and loves me. I tend to forget that God is, well He is God and I am not! I'm needy when it comes to God's reassurance.
I however have never been more confident that I am indeed headed in the right direction! I feel the Lord's hand all over this decision, this journey and I will choose to believe (even when I doubt) that God is very capable of working every detail out perfectly :)
Now, I will take a deep breath... lift my eyes to the Heavens, where my help comes from... push forward and welcome April with arms wide open!
~Nicole
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